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Goldenboy

by Nathan Germick

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Jono Schneider Totally great record! Lush and emotionally deep, a kind of lament for the times we are in. But it also feels like it’s also good to be alive. Very much a night record. All the sounds pop and hum and flow. Lots of synth goodness, like the sun shining off the sea.
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1.
Quiet Leo 04:52
So I really want to hear the song you’ve been writing you sorta disappeared wonder where you’ve been hiding It’s taken a long time are you chasing perfection? Or is that just a disguise for your fear of rejection? Could you roar any softer? So quiet Leo So quiet Leo So I really want to know Is it finally finished? Are you ready to let go and let somebody hear it? What excuses hold you back? Are you constantly burned out? Is it confidence you lack? Is your volume just turned down? Could you roar any softer? So quiet Leo So quiet Leo
2.
Breaking up with California so beautiful we can’t afford ya It’s nobody’s fault we gave it our all no need to defend it It’s not like we had some vision or plan just swing for the fences We were stuck in Indiana suffocating couldn’t stand it Remembering when the continents end could seem so enchanting We’ve struggled enough we have to dig up the roots that we’ve planted Now we’re driving back to Georgia at least there’s family waiting for us I’ll never escape the feeling of failure but whatever we face I know that you’ll be there I know you’ll be there I know you’ll be there
3.
Reason they won’t listen to reason so that argument’s done Feeling I can’t emphasize feeling When my empathy’s gone It’s a real brutal cycle It’s an endless pattern But it’s beyond my control So it doesn’t matter Right now My mettle is melt down Pour it into a mold Let down By the way that it turns out I’m not made of gold (Goldenboy) It’s a real brutal cycle It’s an endless pattern But if I sound cynical Well it doesn’t matter I still have faith in you I still have faith in you Can we break through the cycle? Can we end this pattern? It may seem impossible But it doesn’t matter I still have faith in you I still have faith in you
4.
Waiting for the meeting to end I’ve got more email to send I don’t know the purpose but I can pretend I don’t mind I do it for the money The king surveyed the conference room and sang an old familiar tune The more they’re divided the more they’ll consume I think you all know what to do do it for the money I only read headlines the articles bore me there couldn’t be a more obvious warning the hills are all burning it’s still getting drier the sky is on fire the sky is on fire We all want someone to blame someone to shun someone to shame Just give ‘em a sound bite keep feeding their rage put more ads up on the page and we’ll keep making money I read all the headlines but there's no surprises pundits and liars protest and riots The hills are all burning it’s still getting drier the sky is on fire the sky is on fire A fatal flaw of human design we'll scroll until we’re pacified A dopamine dripline get back to the grind a few more likes and you'll be fine just do it for the money
5.
Waiting 03:28
Waiting for the worst to come Waiting for the worst to come I’m not seeing anyone I'm not getting close How can they believe that nothing's wrong? How can they believe that nothing's wrong? Waiting for the worst to end Waiting for the worst to end Things are getting bad again I’m not leaving home How can they believe that nothing's wrong How can they believe that nothing's wrong
6.
Happy Place 04:10
I feel like tomorrow is gone today hasn’t even begun I’m fearful that i might become completely despondent Is it possible to appreciate the boundaries that I can’t escape the crows are keeping me awake I guess i gotta start another day It’s all i know Back home compulsively checking my phone It helps me to feel less alone I need correspondence I wish that you weren't so far away but it’s better when I can see your face at least the choppy video makes it a bit more bearable It’s all I know Stop the obsession obsessively watching the news don’t let all the constant negativity seep into you So for now, we’ll just make the decision to alter our plans and at least you can feel like that someone you love understands I hope that we’ll find our happy place it has to be something we create might as well start right here at home ‘cause there’s nowhere else that we can go it’s all I know
7.
Lifeline 04:31
Maybe you should face the truth if you wanted it more you'd have a better attitude and start to restore The feeling that’s gone the spell that’s been broken But I can’t tell you what to do it’s up to you Maybe we should find out? Well maybe we should find out? What happens when you visualize what your life’s like when you prioritize the things that make your light shine? (maybe next time)? Find another avenue that you can explore This old fortress of solitude might open its doors Maybe we should find out? Well maybe we should find out? What happens when you visualize what your life’s like when you prioritize the things that make your light shine? You’ll find your lifeline You’ll find your lifeline (maybe next time)
8.
The embers in the fire are faded as we linger in the light of the dawn our eyes are still a little dilated I have no idea what the time is I don’t want to know I don’t want to face the inevitable comedown you start to fade Still I cannot deny looking back on it all we definitely arrived at something beautiful that bordered on divine A luminescent tangle of wires has drained down all of our batteries as the generator expires I'm running low on epiphanies You start to fade Hopefully we will find when the vision subsides we’re left with more than what the chemicals provide they only helped our minds ignite Take take take a look around now What are we gonna do? gradually starting to come down slowly we’re becoming subdued take take take a look around us it’s so hard to decipher the truth honestly it's too much to process I close my eyes and melt into you
9.
Still 04:38
Eyes wide open Face what happens Keep on livin’ Keep on learnin’ And then it’s done when it’s done it’s done and then you’re gone when you’re gone you’re gone But when you’re young well then you’re young young young and when you’re grown well when you’re grown you’re grown Mama... still breathing Brother… still breathing Father… is missing Sister… hang on The night is young Hang on Your soul is young (hold on) Your soul is young (hold on) Your soul is young (hold on)
10.
Fallout 05:46
Old Man Go home Your Job is done Go ahead go away we’ll shred your resume You’re too young to retire hold your feet to the fire ’til you find inspiration now how far will you take it? If you’re willing to borrow you could finance tomorrow you could really go all out don’t be scared of the fallout Old Man get to work dig your hands in the dirt Dig deep excavate your dream to create You’re too young to retire hold your feet to the fire this is not a vacation don’t f@#king waste it If you’re willing to borrow you could finance tomorrow you could really go all out you can handle the fallout

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released June 25, 2021

written and produced by Nathan Germick

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